It has been something I had since I was little, can't even remember how old. I don't like living in the loneliness that I live now. Though that is true, I do have multiple online friends who mean something special to me and I view many as a sibling. If you feel the same way for real, you can tell me. I have been told that before and it warms my heart, especially due to me being an only child in real life and yet being told by people what I great sister I would be. I doubt I'd be a great one, but I appreciate the compliments.
I just wish I didn't live in such loneliness in real life since my online friends are one of the best things I have. Having you guys by my side would mean the world to me.